Mommy Goes Out

Because we live in the country and I rarely go through the effort of looking cute just to stay home all day, I get pretty excited when we get to go out.

When my 3 year-old and 5 year-old see me in my bathroom, in a nice shirt applying make-up and styling my hair, they ask where we are going and my daughter runs for her shoes screaming “we are going out!”

Here is my mistake. In my excitement to go out, which means running errands with Daddy’s help, I forget that going shopping with 4 young children is NOT FUN! I must get amnesia in between outings because I find myself saying to my sweet husband things like “hey honey, on Saturday, let’s go see the chiropractor, do Dillons, I’ll run into Natural Grocers, we can hit Sam’s, maybe the kids can have their hair cut. It will be FUN!”

Some of it, I’m sure, is our own failure as parents to rear children who behave and quietly obey us while in public. Or maybe we are home so much that my kids simply forget how to behave out and about in society.

At any rate, we had everyone dressed and fed before 8am. With my chiropractic appointment at 9:15am, we were off to a great and happy start. First we returned books to the library and made a quick stop for coffee, a treat for mommy on Mother’s Day Weekend.

During the coffee drive-thru, my Little Little (#3) unbuckled and climbed around the van. I started to feed edgy but smiled and we resumed our outing. I mean, come on, I looked so cute and had make-up on!

Next we stopped at Natural Grocers where I went in alone since the The Baby(#4) was asleep. It was fun. I was in and out in less than 10 minutes despite a deep yearning to let my family wait in the van so I could slowly stroll up and down each aisle, stopping at the aroma therapy section for, yes, aroma therapy.

On the way to stop number 4, The Boy (#2) began whining, about everything, but mostly not wanting to get adjusted by our chiropractor. So we said fine, The Girl(#1) could go in with me. But by then #4 was awake and wanted Mommy so we all went in and they all stood there and watched me get adjusted. At the front desk afterwards while I expressed to the receptionist my longing to get my nose pierced, my kids #s 1-3 discovered the bowl of candy and forgot they were humans in polite society and turned into shrieking maniacs hungry for sugar. They don’t get candy at home.

Stop number 5 was Dillons, a grocery store. In an attempt to divide and conquer, we got two carts. # 1 pushed my cart as I had #4 in the sling. #2 whined his head off about not being able to push a cart and # 1 went out of her way to put #2 in the way of the her grocery cart causing a scene in produce. My husband had #3 in his cart and stared at the scene with his lips pursed so tightly together they turned white.

About that time, the stress began to eat away at my nerves. Something happened where I was unable to think. A buzzing began in my ears. We were in the way, my kids were loud, #1 wanted to ram #2 with her cart. We pressed on. From there we split up, I with 1 and 4 and my husband with 2 and 3. I can only imagine the cartoon my Best Friend Jamie would come up with for the scene.

But this comes pretty close. At least, I had that expression on my face and wondered if I was every going to get laughing wrinkles.

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When we met to check out, my husband said he could not find tortillas and I claimed the store had no juice aisle! Once again, we split up to find the items. I was about to find the intercom and say “some one please bring me whole wheat tortillas and some white grape juice or I’m letting the kids loose in the store!” Also, fyi, always shop at the same store where you can find the juice blindfolded.

There was a Great Clips next door and we decided to get a bang trim for #3 “seeing as we are already out.” This turned out to be the most pleasant stop. #1 also wanted her hair cut and I nursed #4 while #2 played quietly on is tablet and was actually seen laughing. I calmed down, the urge to get in the fetal position subsided and I finally finished the cup of coffee that was purchased over an hour ago.

Onto the final stop, Sam’s Club. My husband thought it would be fun to shop and then buy the kids lunch at the little Deli. It’s so cheap and the kids love their pizza. In the 10 minutes it took Brent to stand in line to order food, my kids and I drew an audience. It was a woman at the table next to us.

She stared unabashedly as I scolded #2 to stop touching #3. #1 would not stop talking about how difficult it was to choose between a chicken sandwich or slice of pizza and could she “get the sandwich but also eat some of #2’s pizza?” Then #1 would yell at #2 who was almost shoving #3 off her side of the bench proclaiming he was saving room for Dad. The woman watched me grab my son’s hand, lock eyes with him in a cold hard stare as I said “SIIIIIIT DOWWWWWN NOWWWAAA.” I no longer tried to appear the cool, calm Be-Like-Jesus example that I know I really should be for my kids. I could feel the woman judging my every move.

I know better now than to judge tired mommies.

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At that moment #4 made the lunge for my left breast, hungry for her lunch. I turned my back to the kids but could still see with the eyes in the back of my head that #2 was now standing on the bench “making room for dad,” so I shouted “#2! Switch places with #1, all of you sit and be quiet! And by the way, NO ONE is getting frozen yogurt.” This worked because they thought I was just saying it, that if they started to behave at that moment, they’d still get ice cream.

I will save you further details of my children eating their lunch and then most of mine. I felt tired and longed to crawl in my bed and pull the sheets over my head.

On the way home, we stopped at a playground because after all of it, we still adore our children and wanted them to enjoy the playground.

Upon arriving at home, hours after we left, #1 and #2 miraculously became friends again and played outside for an hour while #3 played quietly with Barbies in her room. #4 napped and I cleaned.

Tonight, my children will fall asleep after fighting sleep. Before my husband and I lay our weary bodies in bed, we will look at our children. We will not see anything but angels! Sweet, innocent, lovely angels! And just like that, amnesia will set in.

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Happy Mother’s Day!

2 thoughts on “Mommy Goes Out”

  1. This is brilliant! Thanks for the laugh. 🙂 So, so true. Except for the part where you and hubby haven’t raised kids who know how to behave — that part is not true. They are still in the 90th+ percentile, I would guess, of well-behaved kids, having observed them myself. It’s just that they outnumber you at this point! Soon enough the older one/two will be more like a helper(s) and you’ll just be wrestling the younger two.

    I don’t know what people are thinking staring at moms of kids when they are desperately trying to regain control — do they think the pressure will help? Like we don’t know we need to get our kids to stop trying to injure each other or destroy things around them? (maybe that’s just my kids doing those things 😉 )

    1. Thanks for the compliment! I know everyone says to enjoy them to the fullest right now and I do try, but day to day tasks often have me feeling so stressed out and weary. And yes, mine also destroy things and hurt one another.

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